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Suffering.
The hurt is there.
Always there.
Nothing I can do to stop it.
Nothing you can do.
Tho’ you are the one that caused it.
I searched and searched.
Hoping to find the one.
I thought twas you.
Then you say it cannot be.
You left me.
You hurt me.
You have caused so much pain.
But still…
I want…
You.
I want you to be the one
I hold in my arms each night.
I want you to be the one
That invades my every thought.
Not wanting to blame you,
But not knowing where the blame lies.
Is it with me?
Am I the one that did wrong?
It surely cannot lie with you.
You are simply following your heart.
Wandering through the days in a haze of pain,
Knowing you is with him,
And you are happy.
Could you not be happy with me?
Have I never made you happy?
The pain.
The crippling anguish.
I lay in bed,
Wishing you were beside me,
Unable to sleep.
Because it hurts me so.
Begging for the blessed darkness.
You try to comfort.
It makes some wounds deeper.
It heals others.
In the halls,
My shoulders tense.
Knowing you is there,
That I cannot touch you.
I catch your gaze across the corridor.
The pain,
Still so fresh,
Sears through my heart.
Running towards the bathroom,
Trying not to begin the crying just yet.
For so long,
We swore we would together forever be.
Was it all a lie?
Is love a lie?
Yes,
I know I should move on.
Yet I cannot.
I do not wish to.
I want what we had,
Tho’ I know it will never be the same.
Suffering,
Trying not to let you see it,
Wanting to be strong,
For you,
Even now that you are no longer mine.
The hurt is there.
Always there.
Nothing I can do to stop it.
Nothing you can do.
Tho’ you are the one that caused it.
I searched and searched.
Hoping to find the one.
I thought twas you.
Then you say it cannot be.
You left me.
You hurt me.
You have caused so much pain.
But still…
I want…
You.
I want you to be the one
I hold in my arms each night.
I want you to be the one
That invades my every thought.
Not wanting to blame you,
But not knowing where the blame lies.
Is it with me?
Am I the one that did wrong?
It surely cannot lie with you.
You are simply following your heart.
Wandering through the days in a haze of pain,
Knowing you is with him,
And you are happy.
Could you not be happy with me?
Have I never made you happy?
The pain.
The crippling anguish.
I lay in bed,
Wishing you were beside me,
Unable to sleep.
Because it hurts me so.
Begging for the blessed darkness.
You try to comfort.
It makes some wounds deeper.
It heals others.
In the halls,
My shoulders tense.
Knowing you is there,
That I cannot touch you.
I catch your gaze across the corridor.
The pain,
Still so fresh,
Sears through my heart.
Running towards the bathroom,
Trying not to begin the crying just yet.
For so long,
We swore we would together forever be.
Was it all a lie?
Is love a lie?
Yes,
I know I should move on.
Yet I cannot.
I do not wish to.
I want what we had,
Tho’ I know it will never be the same.
Suffering,
Trying not to let you see it,
Wanting to be strong,
For you,
Even now that you are no longer mine.
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Heartbreak
The empty void that cannot be filled
The sweet and bitter sorrow
Knowing that things just simply won't
Get any better tomorrow
The feeling that makes you want to scream
Until the bloody day is done
As you throw those love letters away
One by one
Can't forget the good times
Can't pretend the fun was all a lie
Can't wish I didn't remember
Because it hurts when he walks by
Reminiscing all the while
The laughs, the smiles, the secrets
Memories and hopes shattered
While my broken heart still frets
Standing here all alone
You'd think the pain would dull
But singing all the songs in the world
These thoughts reverberate against my
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Heartbreak
Something inside me is hurting...
...I think it's where my heart should be
But...
Of course it's not there anymore....
Because you took it away from me
It hurts so much now
The growing pains will not stop...
It hurts so much that my head is spinning like a top...
Only you can stop the pain...
I demand you to...
Stop the pain
Make it stop
Stop the pain
Or I will drop....
Dead on the floor...
With no heart at all
Dead on the floor...
You'll be the reason of my fall...
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I Hate Myself
I hate myself, for all that I've done.
I hate myself, for trying to live.
I hate myself for showing emotion.
I hate myself for attempting to love.
I hate myself with a burning passion.
I hate myself for all that I am.
I hate myself for crying my eyes out.
I hate myself for trying to stand.
I hate myself, nothing can change that.
I hate myself for not having died.
I hate myself for cutting the rope.
I hate myself, for the failed suicide.
I feel the grip of my own self-hatred.
I feel the cold, hard hand of God.
His grip is cruel, his humor worse.
He sent me from being happy, to this lonely rotting hearse.
I hate myself because o
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aww girl! this is so good! I can feel the emotion and the heartache. Lovely job. I'm not encouraging sadness, I'm simply stating that you captured it well.